fashionthursday

wow. i havent updated this thing in years... well who cares no one really reads it anyways... so im writing this for the freaking hell of it. im just feeling pretty blah today. i just want to crawl up in a hole and be left alone. just me and the bottle and a nice cig. outside. life= blah.. = </3

wow.. its been forever since ive updated this thing.. i think i might change my journal name to the lies of yannette rock.... my best friend... u know what im talking about. things have seemed so foreign to me lately.. i dont even know who i am anymore.. i feel so lost in this world.. i dont want you to know i name.. i want to start my own story.. i want to run away.. i dont know.. im lost and dont know where to go.. i dont feel anymore. is that normal? your kisses seem like forgotten memories.. how did things get this way... i dont know.. i think i need to just start over.. start happy... just one thing.. id ont know how to do that.. i just write to write.. i dunno. this is all just thoughts. you guys shouldnt be friends with me.. all i do is fuck people over.. and ill prob do the same to you..
... how i miss those cold nights out in san diego.. .. how i miss all the thoughts and feelings.. how i miss the cold beach air brushing by my face.. i miss having no worries.. i miss everything about it. i miss the cold ocean air.
i know ive let so many people down and im sorry... i dont mean to.. actually im selfish to be honest.. im sorry ive screwed you over.. and if i could take it back i would.. but hey life happens and get over it. get over me.. im no one..

this is such a random post.. people prob think that i have some kind of prob. well hey i do.. and i dont care what anyone thinks anymore.. i want things to go back to normal.. whats normal?? i dont know.. i dont know anything anymore.. all i know is that i want my best friend back.... please come out here and visit soon.. i miss you so much.. (chicago) u know who you are... thanks for the call ... things feel normal...



well this was such a random post.. im going to bed and sleep.... hopefully wont wake up.. i prob wont post here for another very long time... enjoy

this cool brown shirt i got at tillys. hehe
















i was a little bored today. leave me some comments people. i know im a nerd!

yep... it was official nov 24th... im engaged now... wow.. .its nuts!!! so yeah thats whats new over here... havent updated in a long time..... well i took this quiz thing from my friends list..... so here is goes...


Thirteen Random Things You Love...
01) my mom
02) dan
03) the few friends
04) fashion
05) chocolate
06) pictures
07) the beach
08) san diego
09) myspace
10) black and white vintage photography
11) greeting cards
12) pens
13) stars

Twelve Movies...
01) trainspotting
02) shrek
03) traffic
04) blow
05) fear and loathing
06) grease
07) sponge bob!
08) eternal sunshine for the spotless mind
09) crazy beautiful
10) catch me if u can
11) Napolean Dynamite
12) lost in translation

Eleven Good Bands/Artists...
01) thursday
02) jimmy eat world
03) the killers
04) coheed and cambriea ( cant spell today)
05) alkaline trio
06) mewithoutyou
07) coldplay
08) something corporate
09) norah jones
10) the faint
11) authority zero

Ten Things About You... Physically:
01) my shortnes.. lol
02) my eyes
03) my style
04) the plugs in my ears
05) my nipples pierced
06) my hair at times
07) umm...
08) ....
09) ........
10) .....

Nine Good Friends (in no particular order)...
01) dan
02) josh
03) nick
04) sarah
05) maryanne
06) chris
07) mike
08)
09)

Eight Favorite Foods/Drinks:
01) ice cream
02) cookies
03) carne asada burritos
04) milk shakes
05) cherry coke
06) teryaki
07) salami
08) cheese

Seven Things You Wear Daily:
01) earings
02) clothes
03) contacts
04) perfume
05) deoderant
06) body lotion
07) shoes

Six Things That Annoy You...
01) people who piss my off on the road
02) ignorance
03) smart asses
04) being right all the time
05) traffic
06) snobiness

Five Things You Touch Everyday
01) my computer
02) door knob
03) steering wheel
04) my wallet
05) hair

Four Shows You Watch
01) The Simpsons
02) the oc
03) north shore
04) i love lucy

Three Celebrities You Have a Crush On
01) jonny depp
02)jonny knoxville
03)adam broady

Two things you've done today
01) worked
02) smiled

One person you could spend the rest of your life with
01) dan <3

[ one ] grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, find line 4. write down what it says:
"watson, it really elementary, the industrial revolution has flipped a bitch on evolution"

[ two ] stretch your left arm out as far as you can. what do you touch first? a my tv stand

[ three ] what is the last thing you watched on TV? mash
[ four ] without looking at the clock, guess what time it is: 12:37am

[ five ] now look at the clock. what is the actual time? 12:47am

[ six ] With the exception of the computer, what can you hear? a TV.

[ seven ] When did you last step outside? what were you doing? about an hour ago, i was walking in the house from work.
[ eight ] Before you came to this website, what did you look at? email

[ nine ] What are you wearing? black sweat pants and a grey sweatshirt
[ ten ] Did you dream last night? what about? i don't remember

[ eleven ] When did you last laugh? a little while ago

[ twelve ] What is on the walls of the room you are in? vintage photography, and star lights

[ thirteen ] Seen anything wierd lately? no

[ fourteen ] What was the last film you saw? sponge bob

[ fifteen ] If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first? a house for my family
[ sixteen ] Tell me something about you that I don't know: i have piercings... i dunno

[ seventeen ] if you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do? i would build a place for the homeless

[ eighteen ] Do you like to dance? not really
[ nineteen ] George Bush: sucks!

[ twenty ] Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her? ummm.. summer

[ twenty-one ] imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him? jake

1) using band/artist names, spell out your name: y
Alkaline trio
N
N
Evanesense
The hives
The killers
E
i dunno..
2) have you ever had a song written about you? i thought josh was writing one. =\
3) what song makes you cry? coldplay
4) what song makes you happy? anything by the killers
5) what do you like to listen to before bed? norah jones

i was playing with my pink eyeshadow... lol

so its about one am.... cant really sleep .... too many thoughts running through my head..... yeah.. i dunno. randomness i guess. sometimes i wish like things could be like that movie ... Eternal Sunshine for the spotless mind. i wish that we could just go to someone and have a part of our lives just erased... things would be so much easier that way... so we wouldnt have to come back and dwell on things all the time like people like me... they let everything affect them. eh. sucks i guess.
i dunno life... its tough. what else can i say.


blah.. i have no much more to say... yet so many thoughts in my head that just wont come out... i dunno. alright ill leave it as that for now... feel free to leave comments.

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This is going to be my new site to show some pixs. haha leave your comments and let me know what you think... im such a nerd! haha